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Rebecca E.
02 August 2016 @ 11:46 pm
Not to fall in love with shows because of certain characters when said characters get an incurable illness and/or die soon after I start.

Both my two current addiction shows have done this to me, and why the f*ck did I have to read some brilliantly written death Fics around those characters and their illnesses. I am a f*cking idjit!

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The good news is though my muse has been re-ignited in ways I haven't felt in years. Not just fic muse (lol my fic muse who I named Watson back in my NCIS fandom days - I'm sure you fangirl a get it my muse Watson), but my own fiction muse!

I had a brainstorm for a script idea today while I was at work, I honestly haven't had an idea for a script since my late high school/early Uni days! I suddenly want to by books and DVDs on the subject to help with research!

Think I will start it off as a novel for NaNoWriMo this year though!

I almost cried with happiness when this inspiration and long forgotten feeling struck today!

I have been so stressed and run down lately due to work and life things that this little spark has ignited something bigger in me and made me feel alive again! (That doesn't mean I still don't feel run down as all hell but it is a positive!)
 
 
Rebecca E.
01 August 2016 @ 10:50 am
You know you're a fangirl when you are sitting at your desk at work, ordering DVDs of movies and shows that have actors from your newest show addiction in... Even though you probably don't have the money to buy them without using your credit card.

Also possibly ordering the new Harry Potter online...

Hey my birthday is this month can't I order myself an early gift? Lol

Just need to check with the father if he will be able to pick up the DVDs.

Also why the fuck is Casualty only special order here? Same with Matthew Bourne's Swan Lake. Grr!!!
 
 
Rebecca E.
30 July 2016 @ 09:39 pm
This month has felt never ending. It has been quite stressful and I am ending this month fighting off a minor throat issue. But once again I have not missed a week (though I was tempted to this week and just made it last week).

Anywho onto this months photos! I decided to experiment this month with different ways of using one main colour and as little others as possible.


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Rebecca E.
01 July 2016 @ 12:03 am


My heart is broken again, today my American Family Emily & Patti had to say their final goodbyes to their beloved dog Becca (named after me since she was an Australian Shepherd).

We knew it was coming, they had discovered that the poor love no longer had any normal lung tissue, it was all tumours - but it doesn't make it any easier knowing it was coming.

I was at work on my lunch break when I saw the message from Emily, I shocked two of my co-workers when one minute I was laughing, and then I was in tears.

It is still to soon after Fonzie to lose another dear pet, and even though I never actually met Becca in person I have heard every story about her and talked to her over Skype sessions I had with Emily and her mom.

I have no doubt Fonzie and Becca are now in Doggy Heaven (because all dogs go to heaven) having so much fun playing together.

R.I.P my American puppy.
 
 
Rebecca E.
26 June 2016 @ 12:10 am
A lot has happened this month (more about that in a post soon) as well as the stuff that happened last month, so I am shocked I have successfully completed another month.

This month I decided to go with a DC comics/Gotham verse theme.

Anywho onto the looks


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Rebecca E.
28 May 2016 @ 09:26 pm
Because of obvious reasons this month was really - and excuse my language - f*cking hard.

However I am proud to say that despite everything that happened this month, I managed to not miss a single Saturday night of doing makeup. Sure some look better than others but not a single one was skipped.


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Rebecca E.
21 May 2016 @ 11:56 pm
Thank you all for the love on my last post.

It hasn't been easy but life goes on.

I may make a post on everything that happened when it isn't as fresh, but it might be a few weeks.

The stress of everything that happened has sent my immune system to hell, my psoriasis has been bad, my stomach isn't the best, and I have caught a cold/the flu (I think it is the flu as I have all the symptoms but I haven't been able to get a doctors app. To confirm).

I am getting better but still feel really run down.

I will say that despite everything that has happened I am quite proud of myself that I have still managed to keep up with my 365 and my 52 week projects. I have quit them in the past for lesser reasons.

Once again thanks for all the love.
 
 
Rebecca E.
15 May 2016 @ 05:14 pm


We had tos say goodbye to him today. Our family won't be the same.
 
 
Rebecca E.
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Rebecca E.
08 May 2016 @ 12:14 am
So one of my 101 goals was to photograph 1 outfit per week for a month 4 times (one for each season).

This May will be my Autumn outfits.

The first outfit is what I wore on a Father/Daughter day out in the city.

Also apologies in advance about the photos, I don't have a proper full length mirror, the only one in the house is my parents wardrobe, and there bed kinda gets in the way.



May 6th 2016 - Casual Day Out

Top/Dress - Originally from Suzanne Grae, however I picked it up from Savers for about $6.

Leggings - Kmart $5

Boots - Kmart $12 (they are my second pair of these black ones, I also have the brown ones)

Bag - Target $28

Sunglasses - Reject Shop $6

Whistler's Mother - Priceless! Lol actually it was $12 for my ticket, $10 for my father, and $4 for the online purchase lol.


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